1. |
The Blinking Stars
00:35
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2. |
Disastrous King
01:56
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Oh, stars,
are looking over me,
just like my mom used to do.
Yeah, stars,
we're moving up and out.
Just give me a second to tie my shoe.
My life is just one big Gravitron.
I still believe that guy ever let me on.
My life is just one big sad bonbon.
Yeah, I'm eaten up and before you know it,
I'm gone.
Oh, stars,
of a disastrous king.
Eight slices of pizza,
and my body is destroyed.
I might be allergic,
to tomato sauce or cheese.
Just give me a second to tie my shoe,
please.
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3. |
My Bedroom
03:11
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I don't wanna be alone,
scrolling on a dead cellphone,
while my friends put me on hold,
but ill try, ill try ill try.
I'm in my bedroom, in my bedroom.
I'm trying to be fighting through my
unending sense of doom,
in my bedroom.
I don't wanna be alone.
Wrapped in sheets just like a ghost.
Nothing to do, nowhere to go.
but I'll try, I'll try, I'll try.
I'll see it through, it's what I do,
live for sleeping in 'til noon.
It didn't take too long at all,
for me to fall apart and stall.
And so I'm walking down the hall,
towards the night, the night, the night.
And I'll try, I'll try, I'll try.
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4. |
Giant Bomb Song
03:52
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Whenever I wake up,
I'll check my phone.
The stars are still blinking,
even on their own.
I am so happy,
living in another world.
Yeah, I am so happy.
Giving up is not an option at this time.
My hometown was founded on a bomb. Oh yeah.
My hometown was constructed on a giant bomb.
Giving up is not an option at this time.
Whenever I step out,
the cold air it greets me.
I'm like a truck driver,
making a trek across the states.
And I am so happy,
living in another world.
Yeah, I am so happy.
Whenever I wake up,
I'll play video games.
I work in a graveyard,
and I'm new in town.
And I am so happy,
when I'm living in her world.
Yeah, I am so happy.
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5. |
Hurdy Gurdy
02:41
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Wish I could play the Hurdy Gurdy,
and join a folk punk band.
But as it is, I gotta wake up early,
and inventory ham.
Don't wanna work in this diner,
for the rest of my life.
I dream of it on fire,
'Cus this can't be my entire life,
oh no.
Wish I could play the Hurdy Gurdy,
and leave this Winter Town.
But as it is, it's an endless ocean,
I'm like a fish, I clown.
I'll feed you, the beast that hungers for,
Not music just cheese and pepperoni gore.
I don't have much more that I can offer,
I don't have much more in store.
This can't be my entire life, g*d damn.
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6. |
Think About My Life
02:33
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It's time to think about my life.
It's time to think about my life.
There's so much to think about,
and what's worse the time is now.
It's time to think about my life.
Right where the IGA once stood,
it's amazing that some bricks are still there.
And the old motel doesn't look so good.
And someone's selling donuts from room four.
I woke up from a dream where I fell,
I fell into the seventh mouth of hell.
Where my self-doubts played Smash Bros. with my mind,
And I transformed into a weight and fell into the sky.
There's so much to think about,
I pull apart the truths and doubts.
If all of my life was just a game,
How much was wasted on the starting screen?
And did I ever learn to really play?
And will I ever do much of anything?
Ther'es so much to think about,
the where, the when, the why, the how,
the what I'll think about my life.
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7. |
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Oh, stars,
are looking over me,
just like my mom used to do.
Yeah, stars,
we're moving up and out.
Just give me a second to tie my shoe.
My life is just one big Gravitron.
I still believe that guy ever let me on.
My life is just one big sad bonbon.
Yeah, I'm eaten up and before you know it,
I'm gone.
Oh, stars,
of a disastrous king.
Eight slices of pizza,
and my body is destroyed.
I might be allergic,
to tomato sauce or cheese.
Just give me a second to tie my shoe,
please.
|
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8. |
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|
I don't wanna be alone,
scrolling on a dead cellphone,
while my friends put me on hold,
but ill try, ill try ill try.
I'm in my bedroom, in my bedroom.
I'm trying to be fighting through my
unending sense of doom,
in my bedroom.
I don't wanna be alone.
Wrapped in sheets just like a ghost.
Nothing to do, nowhere to go.
but I'll try, I'll try, I'll try.
I'll see it through, it's what I do,
live for sleeping in 'til noon.
It didn't take too long at all,
for me to fall apart and stall.
And so I'm walking down the hall,
towards the night, the night, the night.
And I'll try, I'll try, I'll try.
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9. |
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|
Whenever I wake up,
I'll check my phone.
The stars are still blinking,
even on their own.
I am so happy,
living in another world.
Yeah, I am so happy.
Giving up is not an option at this time.
My hometown was founded on a bomb. Oh yeah.
My hometown was constructed on a giant bomb.
Giving up is not an option at this time.
Whenever I step out,
the cold air it greets me.
I'm like a truck driver,
making a trek across the states.
And I am so happy,
living in another world.
Yeah, I am so happy.
Whenever I wake up,
I'll play video games.
I work in a graveyard,
and I'm new in town.
And I am so happy,
when I'm living in her world.
Yeah, I am so happy.
|
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10. |
||||
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Wish I could play the Hurdy Gurdy,
and join a folk punk band.
But as it is, I gotta wake up early,
and inventory ham.
Don't wanna work in this diner,
for the rest of my life.
I dream of it on fire,
'Cus this can't be my entire life,
oh no.
Wish I could play the Hurdy Gurdy,
and leave this Winter Town.
But as it is, it's an endless ocean,
I'm like a fish, I clown.
I'll feed you, the beast that hungers for,
Not music just cheese and pepperoni gore.
I don't have much more that I can offer,
I don't have much more in store.
This can't be my entire life, g*d damn.
|
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11. |
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It's time to think about my life.
It's time to think about my life.
There's so much to think about,
and what's worse the time is now.
It's time to think about my life.
Right where the IGA once stood,
it's amazing that some bricks are still there.
And the old motel doesn't look so good.
And someone's selling donuts from room four.
I woke up from a dream where I fell,
I fell into the seventh mouth of hell.
Where my self-doubts played Smash Bros. with my mind,
And I transformed into a weight and fell into the sky.
There's so much to think about,
I pull apart the truths and doubts.
If all of my life was just a game,
How much was wasted on the starting screen?
And did I ever learn to really play?
And will I ever do much of anything?
Ther'es so much to think about,
the where, the when, the why, the how,
the what I'll think about my life.
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Jamie Ashlynn Barker Chicago, Illinois
I make sad songs! Please see linktr.ee/fakegamerjamie for more current work <3
- Jamie Ashlynn Barker
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